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Saturday, February 25, 2006

Transposing Life

Music is very complex, or at least it can be. Whether you listen to Mozart or even hip-hop, you can find incredibly complex chords and melodies.

Life is very complex. Whether you deal with life, death, women, or ultimately God, there are thousands of complex decisions and choices. Some decisions will kill people, and others will conceive people. Some decisions will end relationships, others will consummate them. Some choices will be remembered vividly, and others will be forgotten in minutes.

I remember some vivid choices in my life that transposed my life to a different key.

I remember when I was 13 years old at the fair talking with a girl in the sheep barn. She asked me why I always was helping people out and cared for others. This was the week after I had gotten back from a powerful mission trip that really impacted my life. So, in my human strength and unwavering boldness for truth, I told her the absolute wrong reason. The reason I gave her was I liked helping people and wanted to help others. The actual reason was the change that Jesus Christ had on my life. I didn’t do stuff for people to merely be nice, I did it because it was my pure hearts desire to glorify God. That choice hurt in the years to come. She replied with an, “Oh…” that sounded disappointing, and immediately my heart convicted me for not giving her the real reason. I never was able to justify that lie, but in the years that followed I yearned, many times, to find her and say, “Hey, do you remember that one time when you asked my why I was so helpful and nice? Yeah, well I didn’t tell you the truth. The real reason is the change that Christ has had in me. It may sound weird, but it is the truth. The change in me is Jesus.”

Another transposing event was the time I took an ethics course in which my teacher challenged much of what I believed about God. He analyzed Abraham, the woman caught in adultery, and the rich shall not enter the Kingdom of Heaven. I remember walking out of class feeling like my mind had been stretched and my thinking enlightened. The enlightenment caught up with me and eventually the struggle with God became very intense.
It was a transposition in which choices created diminished and augmented chords that grated upon the nerves of those close to me. It was like tuning a piano with old strings.
Those hard decisions transposed my life to a different key and piece once again, but it was all for the better.

Sometimes we just play the same chords again and again and again, and God is saying so firmly and lovingly,
“Please let me transpose you, cause I totally have a better key for you. If you let me, I will minor and suspend your life into a much deeper, passionate, purpose filled work with me. Let me work…”

So God begins to change a note here and there, and because we like our own way and don’t want to change, there is dissonance. Life begins to sound rough and unpleasant. We feel like the work known as life is crashing to burn, but yet, it is only the beginning.

God slowly transposes these hearts. If we are willing, and if we surrender to his key changes and part writing, our lives will BE beyond what we could have ever imagined.

Sure there will be some hellish chords in there, and sure there are times that we want to destroy the work of life and start writing nursery melodies, but if we give the life’s understanding and road map to the Father, we will not be disappointed.
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I have been tempted to chase this thing called love, and as situations arise I wonder what’s next. When God writes your life, you get to pick certain notes. Are those notes the ones that you want, or the ones that the world says you should want? Sometimes a note has no reason not to be picked except for the fact that there is a deep feeling that tells you no, that note is not for you.

As once lost Children, we have found the Father of light. Be in the light, as He is in the light.
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The Revival begins, and may the God of all power visit us here…

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Friday, February 24, 2006

Points of Thingies and Whoosiafulnellite

Hello Point # 1

So, a week from hell pretty much. The blood pours from my weary brain. I encountered 3 tests this week in rapid succession. I beat the first one soundly, had the utter crap pounded out of me on the second one, and dazedly conquered the third.

The feeling of knowing that you pretty much failed a test sucks. Wait!!! Don’t jump onto a pious soapbox and proclaim that it is through lack of dedication, motivation, and studying that I failed (or at least I think so) that bastard test. Check this out:

Tom and Harry are students if and only if they are learners.
Tom is a student and a learner.
Hence Harry is a student if and only if he is a learner.

This is where I started to really lose it. You have to get from the two premises to the conclusion (the Hence). Here is what you should get:

[C: ( Harry is a student « Harry is a learner) ]
P1. ((Tom is a student Ù Harry is a student) « (Tom is a learner Ù Harry is a learner))
P2. (Tom is a student « Tom is a learner)
tP3. Harry is a student / Harry is a learner
4. Tom is a student 2 Ù E
5. (Tom is a student Ù Harry is a student) 4, 3 Ù I
6. (Tom is a learner Ù Harry is a learner) 1, 5 « E
7. Harry is a learner 6 Ù E
8. ( Harry is a student ® Harry is a learner) 3 – 7 ® I (discharge tP3)
tP9. Harry is a learner / Harry is a student
10. Tom is a learner 2 Ù E
11. (Tom is a learner Ù Harry is a learner) 10, 9 Ù I
12. (Tom is a student Ù Harry is a student) 1, 11 « E
13. Tom is a student 12 Ù E
14. ( Harry is a learner ® Harry is a l student) 9 – 13 ® I (discharge tP9)
15. ( Harry is a student « Harry is a learner) 8, 15 « I

Got that? Have fun, and welcome to symbolic logic.

It isn’t that I am ranting about “Oh, the test was soooo hard!!!” I am merely sharing with you the joys of, um, this?

Truth: I should have studied more, and now I definitely will.


Point # 2

I made a very audacious (and joking) remark to a friend the other night that I am on the verge of having the female mind cracked. After I said that (as he laughed), it became apparent that my statement was very absurd.

The Female Mind: A Contemplative Look At Thee Estrogen

Ladies are a very social class of being. They enjoy traveling in groups and can present a herd mentality at times. They shop together, laugh together, relieve the bowels together, and cry together. Guys grunt, talk, and play together, doesn’t get much more complicated than that.

Girl-to-Girl relationships are frequently touchy-feely relationships (superficial). They dote out love, compliments, and expressions of unity that their male counterparts do not dote out so freely. When drama occurs in a group of girls, the peace is shattered and the whole entity is disturbed. As a friend once told me, it is never the same after a fight.Example, my knobby-headed friend, is facebook (the collegiate epidemic). Cruise the ladies walls and you see declarations of “I love you so much!” and “I miss you girl!” and “We must hang out soon!” and “I friggin’ miss/ love you!” and… that’s enough
Girls enjoy feeling loved by other girls and knowing that they are missed loved. We all need to know that we are loved and missed, but I have noticed that girls do so more so.
Why?
Dunno, it is something that I don't understand. I am not the guy that tells all his guy friends that I miss them a whole lot, but I do say the words love, miss, and gotta hang. Girls do... Alot!
Conclusion: I totally don't understand it, but I am totally cool with that. I accept the Estrogen as is, a scary yet beautiful thing.
Point # 3
There is no point, there is nothing, everything is green beans, and after that, coffee has no bounds when it is pee, in that is smells weird. Weird is this post, and the day is fantastic. I am out...
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